What I'm searching for

What I'm searching for is if they would have not do it themselves, would God have been able to do that to me? Because so far, I'm not sure about this. At first, it sound logic that God never need anybody to torture someone, knife in house is commun and using it for God sound easy. But than, as I live and see how it is working, it appear or it could appear that God cannot hurt some people unless it's them that do it. In this case, do I need to say what I'm going to do with the people in my house if God give me enough power? And It's going to be long, very long.